whatever

i took the best nap today. 
i didn't actually sleep but i felt amazing after
probably because it was with another person 
we watched the first 30 minutes of 5 feet apart. 
it was incredibly stupid
the first 5 minutes talk about human touch 
i didnt realize how much i needed it until i was in their bed.


it was my second time seeing them i didnt think it was going to be a big deal. 
until they grabbed my face.
they were a terrible kisser. absolutely awful.
but i dont think i wouldve rather had it been with anyone else
they were incredibly sweet and made me feel safe
i know i shouldnt have taken a nap with them
because now its gonna hurt like a bitch when i leave them

remorsefully rh