A rant

This post isn’t required but I can’t sleep and I have no one to talk to so here we are. I keep overthinking about stupid things I can’t stop thinking about my dumb ex and how they’re probably in love with another person and how the person I’m talking to is just boring. A boring boring person. It’s not hard to be slightly interesting and yet they aren’t. How do you go from a person that understood you better than you did to a person that doesn’t even care enough to know your favorite color? You don’t. You can’t. You just lay there 1 am wishing that you had the person that you once had. But you can’t. They’re off asking someone else what their favorite color is.

I told myself that I wouldn’t text them but I did and now I’m pissed. I shouldn’t have. They don’t care about me what am I doing? They won’t respond but now I’ll stay up later waiting for them. I wish they would miss me. They don’t and they never will. Let’s just make a playlist. I didn’t make a playlist I went onto their account and saw that they made a new one. A little while ago they said one of the songs reminded them of me. They might’ve made it for me. I’m listening to their playlist sobbing holding on to a stuffed animal they gave me. I am pathetic. I need to move on.

Things that I miss: awfultune.